BEFORE A NAP

i have millions friends in words...unfortunatly, most of the are only in words..
but am proud in my few of ma real friend who they proven that..

sometime i feel am lonly one in this damnt hell?.. the prevision of life made me "am in lonliness''. it is a rainy noon at amrita, i fedup with hurybery rely in the hospital. but stisfied becoze its chance to return back to ma father as a tribute...
some made miscall( they stiil rememberme...ha ha funny!) some sypathetic calls(some felt real formality) some forwarded sms(as a routine) some goodmorngs...

anyway the friend circle collapsing in my silent dedicated paternal serving in the above way...
nw am dozzing off...
but still love all of them because they did what they can do!!!