am realy fedup.. me
an unknwn lonliness surounded me mesteriously.. i hav lot of kith and kins but srounded lonliness crying..
my mind weeping...i dont knw why..
ma father mothr and ma sweet sis all are happy. i thnk , may be on of the reson e of thier happy s me. why should i cause to lose the same.
unfortunatly, i didn't like to breake the happy of someone who they depends me...
today am decided to quit the exam and determine to make a hard preparation on main exam...

gudnyt buddy...
i felt damnt lonliness!!!!!

BEFORE A NAP

i have millions friends in words...unfortunatly, most of the are only in words..
but am proud in my few of ma real friend who they proven that..

sometime i feel am lonly one in this damnt hell?.. the prevision of life made me "am in lonliness''. it is a rainy noon at amrita, i fedup with hurybery rely in the hospital. but stisfied becoze its chance to return back to ma father as a tribute...
some made miscall( they stiil rememberme...ha ha funny!) some sypathetic calls(some felt real formality) some forwarded sms(as a routine) some goodmorngs...

anyway the friend circle collapsing in my silent dedicated paternal serving in the above way...
nw am dozzing off...
but still love all of them because they did what they can do!!!

i dont knw whts going on now..
but am damn sure that am still learning...
i was in foolish trusth with all, but nw i feel sumthng missing in all.
evrythng have super periphery as bubble... if you dont go touch it, it amazing..it realy amazing upto the time of touch..
so am prepher to control your finger to prevent the touch. thats y u can feel that "all are amazingly beatiful".
another intresting think is, all are expecting lie, fraudness and dishonest from otherone. so even we give a smile without a reason they suspecting a danger. The alertness is necessory as a part of this world but why don't kept it in healthy ways...
So the wise man restricted even his smile too in his muscular lips..
evry one in bussy... what is bussy??
you think, we have 100years (i know it maximum) it s too short as campared to the millions of year of the earth..
it will one day colaps all with to make a big zero...
so the concept " we build up something" will colapse!!
the movements of each and everything is is part of energy movments of universe.. why dont we thing we r a form of energy moves as a part of formula..!!
so nothing we do does.. everything compramising with the big formula of world... so take relaxe..
ur movment is a need of univers that will fill that as desire in your unconciouse. find that and modify for the same that will give an ultimate pleaser. i can say that that give you a relaxation ultimatly..otherwise it modify a resistence against the universal formula and all other try to maintain you to match the formula that make your life a strugle!!

my mad s started always with comparisons withrespect you...

the angle of u and me coincide in sumthing where a latice of thout creat ...

if u can concentrate in me ... if u can concentrate in signals which may produced from me.. the angle btweeen us in leanear....


anywy..c u soon...